Hi...it's me again.Sorry for being talkative.Actually i hv thing to tell u all but i always forget...busy ah busy..haha.Actually this topic is about our group.hmm..i hv a good frenz called angeline.She envied me alot coz i hv a bunch of frenzs like u all...somemore such a big group.She always think that god is treating me veri good by giving me such a good frenzs in my life.If i meet any prob,at least u all will come to my help and support me.ya..i agreed with her.it's really true.But i always think that there got one period of time i didn appreciate u all until recently coz of my case.She said unlike her,these 18 yrs...her life has nv gone smoothly at all...lead those kind of boring life and frenzs didn contact at all liao.It's just her and her parents life.It's indeed that sometime she veri suay la...i can say.haha.I told her that my life really not like her...it seemed like everything planned well by god...i was being protected...some frenzs hv been with me for 10 yrs plus...and i dun really hv to worry anything at all in my life coz i hv u all as frenzs as well as like my planner.Then she said that i should be contented with my life already.But u all noe...god gv us one good point but not another.Like me,relationship is a failure to me.One time,i let her watched jia ling video of 5A1.She even feel touched about it.She envied everything about me...my life...a bunch of frenzs...haiz..keep thinking why she envied so much for what.haha.So ladies,no matter what,we hv to be united coz we r a gang....forever will be friends till we died.It's good that we always so happy being together so dun let anything come in between us.I also told my mum about us.She said that maybe we all r destined to be together forever one.This is a good thing.She added that maybe can be together until seeing each other getting married and hv kids...compare who hv a better life and career also.But i feared of another things again.i dun noe whether we can maintain this kind of friendship when we hv career of our own.maybe we will go separate way?hmm..i dun wan to think coz veri scary...So all of us should treasure this friendship...ya,veri fortunate to hv u all but i'm more greedy,i wanna to hv both way.If god could gv me both.*pray*.

~aifang~