Monday, November 14, 2005

Gals.. i'm so sad now.. u know last week is a busy week for mi cos i got tests and exams.. i studied real hard to make sure that i remember everything and i went driving too.. and it's tiring but then i made it.. and now i juz want to have a break.juz a week onli.. but then my parents are asking mi to go work for them.. i didn't really turn my mum down but they are juz scolding mi like shit.. i'm so terrible now..really.. it sucks.. they are like saying so disappointed in mi.. from small wat they want mi to do i do.. i listen but y can't i juz rest enough first before i do other things.. i still need to plan and pay for the sch fees for higher dioplma.. can a person like mi handle so much things..and now David is on duty so i'm like so lonely in here.. i'm so terrible when my dad smsed mi and said those hurting things to mi.. am i that bad? do i deserve wat i want now? tell mi.. wat should i do.. go work now juz to make them happy and i so unhappy..
~~ Darrice ~~